Oscillate

Let me jot a quick note to express how I feel

Allow me a moment for my thoughts to congeal

I begin to pinch myself to know this is real

But am always reminded that is only something time can reveal

What do I want to say

How shall I attempt to convey 

Is this where I should play

Who knows the best way

These are questions I don't have the answer to

It shows I am sort of lost on what to do

Should I speak about me 

Or talk about love

Should I pull it altogether 

Or break apart with a shove

My mind is pure, Her body is art

Let neither quality defy the heart 

Erratic is my scripture

Have you developed a picture

Now devein the depiction 

Written is the addiction 

This seems to be completely indecisive 

But the dilemma is just my crisis

Sufficient conditions

Vacillate illicit prescriptions

It's all out of wack, doesn't make much sense

Which one of us is now convinced